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LA 1 & 2 today. Last LA paper tomorrow! O: School ended at 11.50 this morning. Went to Qi En's house for awhile and then my place. Took a bus to the library and then met Melvin and his friend. Read some books before Shu Yi, Jermaine and Eng An came. Talk, took photos, read books and then Jermaine, Hui Ling, Qi En, Shu Yi and me went to have kfc.

Went shopping after that. Shu Yi, Qi En, Hui Ling and me got our new file from Popular(Hehehe). Bought something for erzi, he super happy ley(Of course lah! :p) Haha. Shopped 'till 5 plus and then went home with Qi En. Anyway...

Happy First Month Shu Yi! :]

I was supposed to cheer Jen up but it turned out that she was the one who cheered me up -_- What a joke.

Didn't like school today. Recess with sisters, Jonathan and co. Went to look for Kimberly to talk. Jonathan fierce! O: Hui Ling ah, anything right, I confirm here for you k! Cheer up. School ended at 1.45pm. Went to CS with Hilda and accompanied her to pierce her nose. Funny sia, the person help her pierce also cannot stop laughing! -_- Damn funny. Went home after that.

5th October 2009

School was a total bore. Texted Daryl and he accompanied me for the whole morning. Had extra LA lesson after school -_- Waste of time, thirteen people didn't turn up. Power right? Zz. Waited for Qi En and Hui Ling and then headed to Cs. Got my nose pierced and then went to walk walk. Jared bro called, talked and then went to meet Daryl and his friend.

Had dinner at Long John Silvers and then went home. Gosh, I've been sleeping for the past fifteen and a half hours! O:

6th October 2009

I wasn't in the mood for school today hence, gave it a miss.

Why am I still feeling this way? Shouldn't I be hating you instead of loving you after everything you did to hurt me? Did I really ever had your heart or the thirty one days I had with you were just a figment of my imagination?

我真的很累， 很累。。。

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Don't give up. You can do it. When you're happy, I'm happy. Don't forget that in everything you do, I'll be right here supporting you. Jia you, 945766. All the best.

I can wait forever - Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

A hundred and twenty eight days without you. I'm sorry but my heart just wouldn't let the feeling stop.

Why can't I just get over everything we've been through?

I miss you, 945766...

Woke up at 10 plus, called Julie. She couldn't meet me this morning so I went straight for my lesson and then waited for Zoee and Natalie to come. Went to Yes supermarket to buy the ingredients, went home, put our stuffs down and then met Ying Quan. Walked to 929, bought our lunch and went home. We started right after our lunch :]

Didn't take photo of the cake but I still think the cake I made previously taste better! Haha, I should use all purpose flour the next time. All of us went for dinner together with my family at 802 :] Dad drove us back, took some stuffs and went down to meet Priscilla and Keegan.Zoee, Natalie and Ying Quan left after awhile. Talked, took photos. Went home for awhile and then met Priscilla, Keegan and Nico. Priscilla and Keegan left after awhile. Nico and I had a super long heart to heart talk about our love and life. Thanks sister for making me realise so many things :]Nico then came to my house at around 10. Used the computer, did some stuff and she went home at 10.20 :] Going to 201 tomorrow. Dad has some clique gathering there. Shit man, no time for revision! ): Oh yes, I finally got my friendster done. Add me!

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1st October 2009

School was a bore. Didn't managed to go for counselling during DNT 'cuz Mr Seet was on some course. So slacked with Keegan during DNT. Went to 1B after school. Helped Wei Cong with his piercings and then Hui Ling and Qi En with their work. Went to the nearby market to buy our baking stuff. Headed to Hui Ling's place after that.Hui Ling got so scared of using the microwave so we used the toaster instead. Ended up, half of my cake got burned! Zz. Next time we bake, we'll bake at my place with a proper oven! -_- LOL.Left at about six to meet Cedric.S! Took a taxi back to my place, bathe prepared and off to East view primary :] Left my phone with sister and both of us went to walk around.Went back to look for sister, walked around and went home at about 10 plus. Did my homework, texted Man Ling and went to bed at 12 plus.

Happy Birthday Ryan Chia and Happy Fourth Month Amanda! :]

2nd October 2009

Was almost late for school -_- Geog was boring. LA sucked. Went home in the middle of LA. Maid came to pick me up. Went to the doctor, my bandage can only be taken out three days later! O: Slept, watched 命中注定, had lunch and went to meet Pearlie. Went for tuition(finally) and went home :]

Happy Birthday Man Ling!

Forgive the many faults I've caused you. Do you still have the letter I gave you on your birthday last year? :] Read it again.

I'm back! The past few days have been miserable, very miserable. Good thing everything is over now :] After what happened the past few days, I promised to be the old me I used to be. I'll stop everything that I'm not supposed to do and focus on my studies. EOY is merely a week away and I haven't started much on my revision. Guess I'll have to stay home this weekend to revise as much as I can.

As for my family, I hope my brother will change after what Dad said to us last night. I'm sorry Daddy for making you so upset and dissapointed with us last night. I understand that it is not a small sum but we'll make it through Daddy! Together. There is no failure, only learning experience, right? :] I'm sorry Mummy for letting you down too. I must learn to give in, forgive and forget! :]

Definitely, I'd like to thank Jun Wei for being there for me, talking to me 'till five in the morning, making me feel better and all. Not forgetting my lovely sisters that accompained me the past few days. I had a terrible nightmare the previous night, just hope it would never happen :] I've been thinking of those loving friends I used to be closed to. For example, Amanda, Man Ling, Hadi, Jasmine, Nadhrah, Pek Si, Mao Shuang, Michelle Lim(surprised?), Jared and more.

In just nine months, I've lost more than ten friends and even some one I loved the most. I've been reflecting and talking to Keegan about this. Perhaps he's right, its wasn't their fault or problem that we're drifting or have drifted. The problem lies with me. Thank you Keegan for the in-depth conversation :] It helped me a lot, really.

Oh! Syahir and me signed up for the 'bake a cake' competition :] You may be thinking, "Syahir? Are you sure?" and start teasing me. Go ahead laughing. I don't mind. Probably its because I've been getting closer to him these days. I can trust him with my secrets and he knows most of the things about me. Although he can be quite irritating at times but he's some one that I can tell everything too.

Thank you Terry for helping me copy all my science notes when I wasn't feeling too good. Listening to all my problems even when you were stressing so much about yours already. Thank you for all the advices you gave me and sharing with me stories during Science lesson. You've never failed to make me feel better :] Thanks a million.

So many things have happened, in school and at home but its good to know that I have such wonderful friends and sisters. I love you all :] This book is fantastic! Couldn't get my eyes off it 'till school ended. Clara lent it to me this morning and everybody started snatching it from me, haha! :] Goodbye, I'm gonna' start searching for my cake recipes already!

To the guy I loved most :

EOY's around the corner. Study hard alright? :] Don't sleep during your lessons already! I hope you're doing fine right now. Please take care of yourself k! ]:

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Just can't seem to forget you. Our supposed to be fifth month tomorrow ]: I miss you.

MIA 'till everything's over.

My life's in such a mess right now. Jun Wei, I'm sorry I've let you down. I promise you that as of today, I'll stop everything that I'm not supposed to.